Today is a new day.
How retarded is it that it took an unfortunate event, a minor catastrophe (trivial to the rest of the world, significant to me) in my life, to make me start blogging again.
So, yea, some shit went down last night. Your girl Ari was none too pretty and none too happy. I don't even think I will discuss it in this forum: 1) out of respect, 2) because I haven't really processed it at all. That will take more than a while. There are way too many X factors...
Anyway, this shit to which I allude went down on Sunday evening at the most auspicious of times. I was in limbo, in a good mood and also tired and also anxious to receive some news. Nevertheless, I was making the best out of it:
1) Eating Orange Chicken from Mr. Chen's Organic Cuisine (see www.campusfood.com)
2) Watching my Georgetown Hoyas DOMINATE the Buckeye Bitches;
3) Gearing up for another online test prep class with the secure knowledge that my score keeps improving, which is nice.
THEN. IT. HAPPENED.
Everything became so schizo...there I was, bawling my eyes out and certain that the world (or at least mine) would end at any moment, screaming bloody murder...but the sun was shining. And the Hoyas were winning on TV. And the world continued to be as joyous as I had found it 24 hours earlier, and I could see and recognize all of this in the midst of my misery.
Why? I have no idea, but I felt like I was having an out-of-body-experience. I highly recommend it, but I hope you never have to feel the sting of pain I did to get there.
In any case, I don't know if anyone out there is still reading, but in some capacity, I'm back. I've been cheating on you, dear blog, but I pledge to repent and be faithful once again.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment